It seems that no matter what I do, all I think is about Li Syaoran, why do I still like him? He’s so…..see? there’s really nothing wrong with him. I just hate him now because he ditched me for his girlfriend. Is he a player? I don’t think so, I mean now that’s he’s with Anna, he don’t really talk to other girls, not that he talks to any anyway.
I hate the fact that it was I the one who got hurt? When Syaoran from the looks of it didn’t even feel a thing. Yeah, he forgot, so what? It was not Anna who he forgot his date with, just a project partner. Yeah, I am Sakura Kinomoto, just a class partner nothing more than that.
I am now resuming to my daily rituals ob staring at the back of Li’s head. I am lucky that I was assigned to sit in the back of the English classroom while Li gets to sit in the front.
Oh, how I long to touch that silky brown hair, ruffle it up, and fix it again, ruffle it up and fix it again, ruffle it up….
“..Sakura..”
“Sakura…”
Do I hear a voice calling me?
“Hey bitch! Can’t you see I’m talking to you?”
A rough snotty voice woke me out of my thoughts.
“ Okay, Kinomoto, the teacher assigned me to help you because you’re so fucking slow at Maths, okay so get on with it..” Anna said.
I looked, to see why the teacher hadn’t done anything because a student in his class was swearing for the world to hear, but no wonder Anna had not been shouted at, the teacher was not in a room.
“ Hey, what the hell? Get on with it.”
I looked down at my math book and pretended to be writing, while Anna sat on an empty desk near me and started chatting to her other cronies.
See? The problem with Anna is that yes she’s bitchy, beautiful and stuck up. But you could not call her a dumb blonde. Because yes, for being super fit, and stylish, yes she is very smart.
So you hardly can find anything to bitch about her, I mean she’s really perfect, but nothing’s perfect, but she is so close to being one. Agh! So annoying.
I shook of my thoughts, and started working before Anna starts forcing me in a much more violent way like I don’t know, pushing my head on the table.
Okay, I’m so stuck.
I don’t know any of this. All I see is a jumble of equations that do not make sense.
“ Stuck, are you?” Anna smirked.
She grabbed the mechanical pencil from my hand and started scribbling the method down. While she was writing, her head bent down focusing on the math book, that still did not stop her mouth moving.
“ You’re so slow and dumb you know that? I feel so sorry for you Kinomoto, despite from having bad features in your body, you even have a hole in your head.? She just kept on rumbling on and on.
I looked elsewhere and made eye contact with Tomoyo. I could not tell the look on her eyes this time, was she going to join Anna in tormenting me as well? But she didn’t she just gave me a stare and continued on with her work.
Damn it. Why was I born with math difficulties? I just don’t understand all these numbers…
I was sitting alone in our lunch table, Tomoyo was at the popular table, I’m gonna be all alone-
When I heard trays being put down on the table and the sound that chairs always make when they are being pulled out.
It was Mei Lin, Rika, Naoko and Chiharu.
“Hey, sorry we were late, we had to stay up late because Chiharu needed help with the calculus assignment.” Naoko said.
I smiled, but inside I felt all warm and mushy. They were serious about hanging out with me.
Naoko started eating her sushi, Rika munched on crackers, Chiharu is giving half her lunch to her – from the looks of it- mischievous cute boyfriend Yamazaki, while Mei Lin is talking with her boyfriend Ryu.
“ Aiyo, Sakura!” Mei Lin said suddenly.
“Why do you cover your face like that?” Mei Lin continued.
“Cos I wanna.” I said simply, before digging into my bowl of noodles.
Everybody else laughed. I blushed behind the curtain of hair that covers my face.
“ She’s so cute.” Rika giggled.
I’ve never been called cute before. Again, I turned redder, I hope nobody could see that.
“ Yaaaaa…please stop it!” I said. Again they laughed.
Oh well, I decided to ignore them and continue eating.
“ You sure you don’t want us to come with you, in case, he you-know…forgets?” Mei Lin asked me one more time.
We are now walking down the steps on the school entrance, leaving the school as the bell had already rung, and it was time for us to go. I nodded, and waved them off. They’re going their way, I’m going my way, to the library, to see Syaoran Li.
Though I am still kind of mad at him, I could not help feeling excited that I’m actually talking to the man I’m madly in love with.
I am now in the park, as I was walking I could not help smiling as I passed the cherry tree.
That tree was what had saved me. That tree was the one that helped me get new friends.
I am now at the entrance of the library, I opened the door and was refreshed to find the cool air conditioner was blowing in my face when I opened the door. I went in, carrying my school bag with me.
I looked in the first booth, he was not there. So, I went to the next and the next, but he wasn’t there. I decided to check the whole ground of the library, I checked every booth but he wasn’t there, part of me was hanging in disappointment and upset.
He probably forgot again.
I was so tired, it took me ten whole minutes to search the whole library ground.
Now I went upstairs.
I looked in every booth as well, I was nearly at the end of checking all of them. I was on the three last booth now.
I peeked in. Not there,
I walked a little further and looked. Not there.
Which means, I looked forward, he’s gonna have to be in that one, either that or he forgot again.
Slowly, I looked inside the booth, my heart beating really fast. When something jumped at me from behind.
“ YAAAAHHHHH!” I screamed, and I fell to the ground, stupid of me.
I covered my face, I have no idea who this jerk is, is he jobless or something? Scaring a random person that walks pass. Or could it even be a ghost? EEEK I am deathly afraid of anything of the supernatural. Last time, which was 2 years ago, I watched the Ring, I couldn’t sleep for days, I still have nightmares though even though I can sleep now.
“ Go- - go away monster! Get away from me.” I tried to sound brave, but my voice ended up all shaky. Instead of hearing a freaky girly voice saying. “ You’re dead now, say goodbye, missy.” Or a line like that.
I heard laughter.
I slowly looked up, and first my vision was blurried because it was covered by my honey brown hair, but between my locks of hair, I saw Syaoran Li.
So, he was the one that scared me.
“ Oh My God, Sakura are you okay? I’m- - I’m sorry…Couldn’t help myself.” Syaoran was choking in between laughing and talking now.
I was mad now.
When after it seemed like forever, he stopped laughing and approached me, who was still for some reason, lying down on the floor.
“ Ur..want some help?’ He offered, moving his right hand forward so I could grab it.
“ Yes please.” I said sweetly.
When our hands made contact, and he held mine in his, my heart fluttered for a second, but I remembered my plan. I quickly pulled him down with me as well, so he was now on the floor.
Now I was laughing.
“ Haha, got you there didn’t I?” I laughed.
“Sakura…” He groaned in pain and laughter.
Both of us got up and sat in our tables, both of our faces flushed and sweaty from laughing.
I wish we were sweaty from making out though. I mentally slapped myself again. NO NO BAD SAKURA. YOU CAN”T THINK THAT NOW!
“ So, are you still mad at me?” Syaoran asked, this time seriously.
I nodded.
“ I’m sorry, really sorry, can you forgive me?” He said, kinder voice this time. Which makes my heart melt and all mushy now.
“ Yeah, I hope you don’t do it again.” I said, trying to sound casual.
“Good.” And to my surprise, he flashed me an amazing heart-melting smile. Which nearly made me faint right there.
“ Let’s get to work then…” Syaoran said, not noticing that I was choking on his gorgeousness.
Syaoran and me worked hard to finish off our report, finally we are done now. Thank goodness.
Everything went well, until like in a story, Anna came in, followed by Tomoyo and the guy who saved me with the amazing blue eyes.
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