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“Oi, close the door,” Syaoran said after he was leaving his office. One of the clerks nodded and locked his office as he got in the elevator.
Once he got home he went to his study to finish off some paperwork and took a small break to reminiscence. Big mistake.
“Syaoran,”
“Mmm, Syaoran…” She whimpered
“Stop Syaoran, oh please Stop,” She begged.
“That was wonderful, Syaoran.”
“I want to make you feel good too, Syaoran.” Sakura said demandingly.
His eyes were fixed on his black couch and it was like if he was watching himself pleasing the loving angel that Sakura was. He remembers hers soft skin and her enchanting voice that was music to his ears. Every time she said his name it made him shudder.
Her moans, her cries, her screams, her body, her face, everything about her he missed. All of it. He still can’t believe he let it go that far that night.
I hope I get to see her soon. He thought, signing a paper and turning off his lamp to take a nap on his couch, hoping to dream of the wonderful times he had with her.
“I love you my little cherry blossom,” He smiled, stroking a small picture he had of her in his table next to the phone. “I hope you‘re doing well.”
It was ironic how Syaoran was thinking about her doing well just as Sakura was in her worse part of pregnancy. Giving birth.
“SYAORAN YOU BASTARD!” Sakura cried, holding onto Toya’s arm as she pushed. Toya wanted to cry because of the pain his arm was having.
“Miss Kinomoto, you need to push a little more, it‘s almost out.” The doctor said. Tomoyo was recording the whole thing while Sakura sweated like a beast and cried in pain.
“SYAORAN I SWEAR I‘M GOING TO FIND YOU AND MURDER YOU FOR THIS YOU SON OF A BITCH!” She gave a long painful push and cried, holding onto Toya tightly. Toya was panicking as he held her, not knowing a way to calm her down.
“Come on squirt,” Toya encouraged her. Although, he found it rather amusing how she was insulting Syaoran.
Everyone’s ears perked up when they heard a little screechy cry. Sakura’s eyes lit up as she fixed her eyes on her little kicker. Definitely a little Syaoran.
“That asshole,” Sakura smiled, grabbing her baby at hands but then they took him away from her and the doctor positioned himself in between her legs again.
“WAIT NO! WHAT‘S GOING ON!” Sakura shouted, pushing Toya.
“Get my baby!” She said. Tomoyo filmed the whole chaos.
“What the hell is going on!” Toya shouted but then Sakura screamed, grabbing Toya’s shirt.
“There‘s another one coming,” The doctor said happily. “Come on Miss Kinomoto, come on!” He smiled, waiting.
Sakura’s eyes widened. “ANOTHER ONE?!” Sakura cried.
“OH YOU- SYAORAN!” She turned red and it seemed like her veins were going to pop out. Sakura pushed, almost fainting but Toya kept her strong.
“Come on Saks, you can do it!” Toya rubbed her arm. Then another little squeak was heard.
The baby came out about two minutes later of agonizing pain.
“Oh oh, let me hold them!” Sakura sounded fierce. The doctor gave her both babies.
“A boy and a girl, congratulations Miss Kinomoto!” The Doctor grinned and everyone clapped. She didn’t pay attention to anyone but the two little bundles of joy that were in her arms.
The boy was in a blue blanket and the girl was in a pink one.
“Raiden and Hanako,” Sakura whispered.
“God of Thunder and a precious flower child,” Toya followed after. Sakura nodded. It was exactly how she wanted it. She had just realized it was April 13th the same month as her own birthday but the same day as Syaoran’s birthday but his was in July.
She was planning on using Raiden because Syaoran always saved her in their younger age when they used to collect the Clow Cards and he would use his powers to invoke the gods of the elements but she remembered that thunder was usually the one that saved her. If it was a girl she wanted Hanako because she wanted her daughter to have a name related to nature just like her. Now she’s the Cherry blossom’s flower child. Just like Raiden is the Little Wolf’s god of thunder. And vise versa.
Sakura wanted to cry but she was in bliss, playing around with their names. Now she had a mini Syaoran and a mini her.
“They are so kawaii!” Tomoyo zoomed in with the camera. Sakura laughed, sniffling.
“Toya, you think I can talk to Yukito right quick and then father?” Sakura turned to look at her brother who was red and had glossy eyes.
“OH TOYA!” Sakura began to cry as well. Toya looked at her.
“Shut your trap monster or you‘ll wake up the little monsters,” He smiled. Sakura nodded, trying not to cry.
“I feel like a train ran over me,” Sakura said into the camera as Toya walked outside.
“They are so alike to both you and Syaoran,” Tomoyo was still on the babies instead of paying attention to her. Sakura couldn’t help but laugh.
“Sakura-Chan!” Sakura’s head whipped to the side to see Yukito smiling happily.
“Yukito-San!” Sakura smiled, but flinched trying not to wake up her joy.
“Wait, someone is eager to see you.” Yukito laughed and turned into Yue immediately.
“Yue-San!” Sakura kept her voice low. Yue walked up to her and took a glimpse at the babies and then at her.
“Well, they‘re yours all right,” He murmured to himself. Sakura’s eyebrow raised.
“WHO ELSE‘S WOULD IT BE!” Someone shouted. They all looked at the bag Yukito dropped off by the door and Kero flew out of it, smacking some cabbage off his head.
“I was just saying, they look very healthy indeed,” Yue gave Sakura a smile he never really showed.
Sakura felt happier now.
“Konnichiwa Kero-Chan,” Sakura smiled. Kero was flying around the babies, inspecting them.
“They are so cute, I was not expecting for twins, that means double the work.” Kero sighed.
“Oh please, it‘s not like you‘re going to have to take care of them!” Sakura retorted. Tomoyo and Yue chuckled lightly.
Kero and Sakura began to argue until Yue shushed them.
“Your father is coming, I‘ll see you later.” Yue kissed the top of Sakura’s honey brown hair and turned back into a smiling Yukito who had his hand at her shoulder.
Kero groaned, stuffing himself behind Tomoyo’s hair. The usual. Tomoyo turned the camera facing the door until Fujitaka popped in.
“Oh Sakura,” He smiled. Sakura looked at her father and sobbed a bit.
“I love you all, Arigatou,” She sniffled and with that the tape in Tomoyo’s camcorder ended.
Being twenty one with two kids can be a bit of a drag and a mission but Sakura had her father, her brother and her best friend to help her out. Even Kero who usually complained. Four years flew by and Sakura was happier than ever.
“Ohayou, Hanako.” Sakura smiled, watching her daughter play with a stuffed panda doll in her room.
“Ohayou, mommy.” Hanako waved. She was an exact replica of herself when she was little. Short brown hair with emerald eyes. Sakura would try different hair styles on her daughter but Hanako only stopped crying when she did pigtails on her hair. Like mother like daughter.
“I‘m going to go check on your brother, want to come?” Sakura kneeled by the door. Hanako took Sakura’s room and Raiden took Toya’s since Toya moved to the basement because he couldn’t stand the baby cries but Sakura knew he did it so they kids would have space. Her father’s room is now hers and his room is his study. She felt horrible for putting them out like that but as soon as she could get stable then she would leave them alone.
“Hai!” Hanako jumped into her arms and smiled. Hanako played with Sakura’s hair since it looked just like hers but without the pigtails.
“I hope Onii-San isn‘t grumpy today,” Hanako sounded sad. Sakura looked at her.
“Grumpy?” Sakura asked. Hanako nodded.
“He‘s been very mean to me lately,” Hanako’s eyes glistened with water. She was so sensitive.
“Oh I see, we‘ll settle this later,” Sakura said sternly.
“Ohayou Raiden,” Sakura peeked her head into his room and four years later it still shocked her to look at him. It was Syaoran’s copy. He was obsessed with the color green just like his father and he was very stubborn and withdrawn just like Syaoran was when he was little. Sakura couldn’t help but tear up whenever she saw him. It was true and she felt guilty but she sometimes took preference in him and not on Hanako even though she loved them both to death and back. She told Tomoyo about it and she said it was normal because she misses Syaoran a lot but to remember that Hanako might start feeling neglected and hearing that, Sakura hasn’t taken preference ever again.
“Ohayou,” He replied. He was sitting in his bed, playing with a little green dinosaur. Hanako seeing this, struggled free from Sakura’s hold and ran to her brother’s bed.
“LET ME PLAY!” Hanako said cheerfully and smiled as she sat next to Raiden. Raiden looked at Hanako and pushed her away.
“Leave me alone,” He said. Hanako’s eyes were filled with tears as she sat quietly next to him.
Sakura frowned and walked up to Hanako, picking her up.
“Syaor-” She started and almost slapped herself right then and there. “Raiden, apologize to Hanako right this instant.” Sakura’s voice cracked.
“No.” He replied, quirking a brow. To her luck, Raiden was a smart cookie from the beginning. He was always up to learning something new and always proving someone wrong and he was always persistent on what he wanted. So like Syaoran. Hanako was calm, cheerful, shy and cute and hated learning about numbers. Go figure.
“Raiden Kinomoto!” She looked at him. He rolled his eyes at her and crossed his arms over his chest. Sakura fumed.“Why do we have the same last name?” Hanako asked, breaking the tension with her wind chime voice. Sakura looked down at her.
“Yeah, why don‘t we have our father‘s last name?” Raiden asked. Sakura hated the fact that these two were so intellectual already. Making big questions and all. What happened to stuttering while tying to say an animal’s name or trying to count from one to five with difficulty? No, these two could count to infinity and still keep on. She sighed.
“Oi, Hanako come with me downstairs to help Grandpa make a cake,” Sakura turned around and saw Toya munching on an apple. Sakura and Toya knew that she had to speak to Raiden since he was the mature four year old with half of Einstein’s brain.
“OKAY!” Hanako smiled, jumping off Sakura’s arms. She had probably forgotten about what she asked. Sakura mouthed a thank you to Toya and he nodded, closing the door behind him.
Sakura stood in the middle of the room, hoping Raiden had forgotten the question.
“So?” He finally spoke up. rats. she sighed.
“Okay, I‘ll explain to you why you have my last name and not Syao- I mean your father.”
Raiden looked at his mom. “Why do you always get stuck in his name?” Raiden asked, making his amber eyes burn into her emerald ones. Sakura wanted to cry but she held it in because her son was there.
“Your father‘s name is Xiao Lang Li, he is originally from Hong Kong,” Sakura looked down. Raiden took interest in the conversation. “China, right?” He looked up at her. She nodded.
“His Japanese name is Syaoran Li and his Chinese name means little wolf,” Sakura smiled. Raiden’s eyes lit up.
“Just like yours means Cherry Blossom, right? And Hanako‘s Flower Child? And mine God of Thunder?” He began to ask. Sakura nodded, stroking her son’s face.
“I feel superior,” He kind of smirked. The same smirk he had on. The same stupid smirk. Sakura bit her lip and kissed her son’s head.
“Well, I have to use my last name for you two because Syaoran,” She swallowed hard. “Isn‘t around anymore,” She said lowly.
“Where is he?” He asked, curiously. Sakura licked her bottom lip.
“Okay, I think I told you enough about him already little boy,” Sakura smiled, ruffling his hair. Raiden reached with his palm to touch her face and it came back wet.
“It hurts you to talk about him, I‘m sorry mother, I didn‘t meant to. I was just curious because, I miss him too, just like you do. I want him around just like you do mom, I really do.” and with that Raiden bowed his head and cried. Sakura’s jaw dropped and she didn’t know what to say as he cried and cried. She took Raiden in her arms and he hugged her tightly.
“I‘m sorry I make you yell a lot, I know you already have a lot to deal with and I-” Raiden began to apologize.
“Hush baby, hush.” Sakura kissed his head and hugged him tightly.
“It‘s not your fault, It‘s mine.” She stroked his back. I shouldn’t have brought him up. She thought, biting her lip.
The two shared a little moment as they hugged and exchanged tears. Raiden eventually calmed down and promised not to ask about him again which made Sakura tell him it was fine if he was curious but he shook his head, understanding his mother’s pain.
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